We all come to God with different, but considerable amounts which need
to be done within us. Everyone has to learn to submit one's inner
being to the Spirit so that he can train us and turn us into people
who are useful for doing his work, whatever that might be.
Peter, the first of Jesus' disciples was no different. We can learn
much by considering him as a an example of someone Jesus had to train
for his service. There are six major points attached to this. Three
will be considered here and three Part II. It would be useful to have
a Bible to hand.
1. LITTLE BY LITTLE
the first stage was that Peter's own natural strength had to be
broken. Many would agree that he was born a leader, but like many such
people he had to learn through his own failures.
In Matthew 16. 21 - 25, Peter takes Jesus aside to protest that he
must go to the cross. It is difficult to think of a stronger worded rebuke
that Jesus could give to Peter. The latter must have been shocked, especially
since he though he was looking after Jesus' best interests.
But this is a problem for most of us: we insist on deciding what is
best for God and for ourselves instead of being obedient to what God
is asking of us. Peter had to begin learning not to place any confidence
in himself. This was a process through which Peter had to go -- and a
real turning point came in Luke 22. 54 - 64 when peter denied Jesus -- not
once, but three times, and each more vehemently than the proceeding one.
This was the making of Peter. At this point he was totally devastated,
his own sense of self worth annihilated. There is a rather silly series
of tv ads running currently in Britain for women's cosmetics which end
in saying "...because you're worth it". At this point Peter knew he
was totally unworthy of anything God might give him. This self knowledge
is the point of no return for everyone of us -- and if we never come to it,
we shall never reach the turning point in our lives.
Peter was made through his brokenness. He had done exactly what he said
he would not do! What Peter had to learn, and what we have to learn is that
WHAT WE CONSIDER TO BE OUR STRONGEST POINTS ARE, IN FACT, OUR WEAKEST
POINTS where god is concerned. We need to learn and to know that our
own strength is nothing, and that without God's grace we can do nothing
of lasting worth.
This is THE lesson in humility. Anyone who fails to learn it will never
be of much use in building God's kingdom on earth. In fact, that person
will actually be a liability, especially to other disciples working
in the field.
2. BUILDING UP PETER'S FAITH
Jesus was only too well aware of what needed to be done in Peter and
the other disciples -- and that task is no different today. But how
many of us are actually moving forward as disciples?
However, for those of us who WILL learn, God works in us at several
different levels at once. Unlike us, he does not necessarily have to
complete one stage before working on the next. He can work at different
levels or at different stages at the same time, knowing that he can
bring all the threads together at the right time. If we love him then,
as John says at 15. 9 - 13, that means obedience, and if God has that
from us, he has something to build on.
Now Peter's faith had to be built up, even while Jesus was still on
earth, and before God had broken him. The building up of his faith took
place over a period. Throughout that period of discipleship, Peter was
looking at Jesus, and slowly but surely his faith was being built up,
even though there were still impediments to it.
Jesus even took advantage of Peter's impetuosity, which led Peter, albeit
only briefly, to walk on the water -- until his own intellect took over
and he began to sink. He could not really understand HOW he could walk on
water. But how many Christians have rejected the outpouring of the Holy
Spirit in times of refreshing because they could not understand what
God was doing?
Yet Peter's experience in getting out of the boat was something which no
other disciple could later look back on and learn from! Peter was able to
learn from it and subsequently to progress as a consequence.
3. LISTENING TO GOD
We have written a whole book on this ("The Keys To Hearing God Speak"
available from our web site) so this can only be a comment. Peter, like
most of us, had to learn to listen. He usually heard, but hearing is
not the same as listening! But he did learn. Recall the cloth lowered
down to him in Acts 10, especially 10. 9f. Though Peter initially considered all those
creatures unclean, he learned a very difficult lesson for any Jew -- and
it had a great payoff when he went to the house of Cornelius (see
Acts 10. 27 through to Acts 11.18). Not only was all food equal for God,
but so were all people. A mighty lesson for a Jew.
But there are also other factors to be considered before we can fully
appreciate the training of Peter as a disciple. These will be considered
in Part II.
About The Author
Anthony Keith Whitehead
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Keith has over twenty-three years in Christian healing teaching writing
ministries. Wide range of secular employments before being called
by the Lord into full time independent ministry in 1987. With his
wife Iris he has ministered both in the UK and USA. Has written
several books on healing meditation and various aspects of spirituality.
Formal qualifications include: B.A. M.Phil.
Cambridge University Certificate in Religious Studies Post Grad Cert in Education.